Kara. wat r u doin. kara. stahp.

Buongiorno for the last time from America. The time has come, guys. Tomorrow, I go up to NYC and take off at 6:05 PM on Thursday for EUROPE. I have my suitcase packed, my personal item except for my laptop of course, and all of the stuff I will need tomorrow morning to get ready. It's hard to believe that something I've waited for over a hundred days for is literally happening TOMORROW. What the actual, man.

Since I hit the emotional breakdown/paranoia/backing down stage about 2 months ago, I really feel only excitement right now. I'm hoping that it's a good thing and not a bad thing that I hit that resentful stage so early, back in July. I just really really hate goodbyes. In fact, they're probably the thing I hate the most on this planet. Some are really easy, however.

On Friday, Friday, we will be getting down on Friday. But not necessarily looking forward to the weekend, weekend. Friday is THE DAY. The day I am the most excited for. I'm pretty sure this is the same feeling I will have 3 days before my own wedding. But Friday, is the day, that I finally get to meet all 470 some of the other exchange students. No wonder Rebecca Black made a song about how glorious Fridays actually are. Shoutout to Iris, Þórunn, the Graton sisters, Mook and the other 6 kids in my chapter whom I haven't met yet, and all the rest of you. Because, no matter whether you're culturally used to hugging, you will be getting one. Fun fun fun fun.

Anyways, tonight will be my last night at my house, sleeping in my bed, with my dogs and mom and brother (and aunt who will most likely be sleeping fir 5 hours on our couch). Holy crap time, where'd ya go?